Expressions in Words

What am I?

2012-01-20T14:24:00.000-08:00

Cold Hearted woman

tricksy mind to spoil you

wicked smile to lure you

dark maigc for all the men

That was my image until yesterday

Did you see that beautiful lady

Warm like Sun

Her company is fun

I love her and here I bow

Permit me to be your shadow

Great shift in the image, the curtain has been drawn

Pride and prejudice, the fort walls crubmbling down

Fog and Mist, Sun rays burning through

Lies infront of your eyes, The True Image

Is it too bright to see

Thats what you call reality

Not for your mind

So never mind!!

What am I today??

Dare say??

Its my winter...

2012-01-20T14:23:00.000-08:00

I am going in

hibernating

this is my winter

dont wake me up

Grave mistake I did

Extending my hand

Before you felt the need

couldnt stop the deed

took the responsibility

still you call me irresponsible

held your hand tight

but blamed for letting you go

Got thrown into Abyss

I am still falling

with no one to catch me

I am going into my shell

hibernating

this is my winter

dont wake me up

Now you want me

realise the necessity

still, dont wake me up

I am hibernating

this is my winter

Ohh!! My Cute Angel

2009-11-18T12:20:00.000-08:00

Ohhh!! My cute Angel

Welcome to the paradise

This is where I live

Can you please stay

I want you to stay

Living up in the clouds

I will take care of you with out making any fouls

Your presence is all I want in my life

Please accept my hand, I want you as my wife

When its cold outside, I will keep you warm

Well you have my hug all along

Ohh!! My cute angel

Please stay

I wont hurt you in anyway

I will protect you from all

Make my Soul Happy...

2009-11-18T12:18:00.002-08:00

I have been planning

to talk to you

I have been dreaming

to woo you

Now that we are meeting

My heart is jumping

All prepared about my talk

My heart races with tick tock of the clock

You walk like a model

Your smile like an angel

Make me stumble

So I fumble

and start to bumble

All these efforts

are to ask you for a date

I know that you know it

so please please accept it

and make my soul Happy!!

Doped Hopes...

2009-11-18T12:18:00.001-08:00

Dope up with Hopes

Stared Hoping High

and hence flying high

Still hanging to same hopes

Letting them completely Dope me

Almost there to feel Nirvana

Trying to Hover

Almost there

As Newton said

Couldn’t fly high

As I am sucked by Gravity!!

2009-11-18T12:16:00.000-08:00

The moment I saw u.....

I froze in time

Every thing around me seems fine....

But I was becoming u

Holding your hand I was floating around...

My journey with you starting then

Went to the place where our love was found

I don’t remember exactly when...

Feeling all the love for me..

Picked up by cloud nine...

Landing on pollen so fine....

Riding on the Butterflies...

All the fun ended by a touch...

Came to reality by a Pat...

There was my Love standing Beside

The day when my dream came true...

Your Me..

2009-11-18T12:15:00.001-08:00

If I can be Sun, I will send my first rays for you

If I can be Ocean, I will send my first wave to touch your feet

If I can be Wind, I will always carry your breath with me

If I can be Cloud, I will settle down whole night near you to comfort you

all my dreams like this make "ME" another "ME" who is your "ME".......always....

Our Love...

2009-11-18T12:13:00.001-08:00

At a distance I can’t measure,

I see Earth meets Ocean....

Our love lies there like a dream

The most beautiful scent touches my heart

I can’t find it out in any bunch of flowers

Our Love scent lies in that flower hidden forever

A star shines all the time

visible only for us glowing far away..

Our love is shining upon us forever

Essence of our love still is there in every turn of my life...

our love be with us forever

My Anger...

2009-11-18T12:10:00.001-08:00

A day when you want to touch me, I evaporate

A moment you want to hug me, I leave my shadows

Warmth your cold heart needs, I leave my tears

But the day I Left you....

All the memories haunt me

the faces I remember in black and white

Fade away when I try to embrace them

Into Dust forever n ever

Now I am fresh at mind, without you anymore

I can life my life more n more

All with me and only me

Thus I exhaust all my angry on u

Looking for you.. Love...

2009-11-18T12:07:00.000-08:00

In my life, Love just peeks in,

Its very painful when it leaves me,

But I keep searching for all windows,

To drown myself where love flows,

But No luck so far,

Travelled in life miles far.

One day I found my Love,

n Tried to burry me in,

By the time I woke up I was left alone,

On the sands of waterless beach.

I always travel right behind my love,

Never could I touch it,

feel it n disperse myself in it

Still I am running behind my love

Love is all I seek in my life!!!

Small tribute to ....My Diary...

2009-11-18T12:06:00.001-08:00

Words roll beautiful

All I have seen

Places I have been

Memories plentiful

Pour all of em in you

With every drop

Every ounce

you save all my emotions

in picture perfect way

awwwww!! you are sooo part of me!!

my Diary...

Just Love...3

2009-11-18T12:05:00.001-08:00

A flower bloomed for you

Longing for your touch

Finally it withers in your arms

I wish to be that flower to die in your arms

Let my soul twine with yours ... releasing it forever for you and resting forever in the grave of your heart.. My Love

Just Love...2

2009-11-18T12:04:00.001-08:00

First time we met, your eyes tickled my heart ...

It started melting and without my permission it emptied me and flew into yours ...

Took a shape of yours where it stopped recognizing me..

So I live with your heart beat ...

Now you know when I say Take Care of yourself,

which will always keep my heart safe,

I am selfish here you see

Just Love...1

2009-11-18T12:01:00.002-08:00

Let the fresh air blow in

Smothering all your face

Let me pamper you my dear

by running my finger through your hair

Let the flowers tickle you cheek

and make your lips broaden to smile

Let me embrace you in my arms

to make you forget the pain

Lets leave this world for good

to feel the eternity of our Love.

My Life in your heart..

2009-11-18T12:01:00.001-08:00

A seed sown unknowingly by my Love

It grew with me all the time

Stronger in my heart as you in me

But I never took time to notice

I found myself in its embrace

It took me by surprise

To see the flowers it bore

They only blossom in my eyes

When I get your stare

Life moved with seasons; a change

Still life is driven by your essence

A day to whither will come

Still I will remain as the remains

of the seed sown by My Love

As Love don’t have a grave...

Say "I DO"

2009-11-18T11:57:00.000-08:00

If I get a chance to propose
I would tell all about I see now than I what I saw

I can see me cry in your arms

I will say sorry the next minute I fight with you

I can share all my secrets with you and only you

I can assure that I wont hide anything from you

I can dedicate my whole hear to you

As I am already becoming more you than me....

Let me be with you for the rest of life

and let me reach eternity in you

As I can share all my weakest moments with you

I can easily be part of your happiness

and add more love to your life

love you for what you are.... if you think I can be part of you.... I would like to say "I DO" with you...

Love you Forever..

2009-11-18T11:54:00.000-08:00

We travelled all these years together Darling

You stood by me all the times

We have been through tears

And you saw me Shining and Falling

I assured you all the while to walk with you

Now I want to reassure the same for life time

Let me hold your hand for the rest of our life

And begin an eternal journey with you

Under this dark starry twilight

I propose you My Love on my knees

All the red roses fade away

With blush on your cheeks

Let this ring shine as bright as stars

and shed light in our dark times

and share joy in our laughs

Just hold it tight, my sweet heart

Let me hold your waist and walk by you and support you and take care of you until my last breath....Love you Forever....

Aura of your Love!!

2009-11-18T11:53:00.001-08:00

A fresh pack of tears tickling cheeks made them blush

It’s the longing of my heart expressed through my eyes

As my heart cannot express more than accelerated beating

And I am deeply immersed in the aura of your love

Sun Shine!!

2009-11-18T11:52:00.001-08:00

You entered my life as a warm Sun

and soon my thoughts were swarming around you

Unknowingly I got immersed in you

and I am obsessed about you

my life blossomed with you

my soul smiled, smiles and still smiles

While you are my Sun,

I am honored to be your shine, Sun Shine

I Need You!!

2009-11-18T11:48:00.000-08:00

Every Night when you say Good Night Baby!!

and make me sleep with my cutie Teddy

All the suffering of the day ends

and My night brings me a new smiles

With a smile when you kiss me Sweet Dreams

and embrace me tight in your arms

I feel more secured than ever before

and my heart is consoled by your warmth

Tonight is the night I want you even more

As I never had such a bad day before

Embrace me in your arm My Dear!!

and help me to leave my fear!!

Ohh!! I feel all your love now

Your heart beat is all I hear now

You did your magic without saying a word

and this is one of the thousand reasons why I Need You for rest of my life!!!

Tra La La....

2009-11-18T11:47:00.001-08:00

Playing his fingers around

Rhythmically, Systematically

Holding carefully

Ahh…strumming,

Perfect tuning

Melodies dancing in my ears

Ending the tune with a bang!!

He said “let me play a fun tune of life”

And let’s feel merry around

Singing in chorus tra la la

We strum our guitars

And sang Tra la la…..

Silly Souls!!

2009-11-18T11:45:00.000-08:00

A funny tickle on my cheeks

A silly ting in my toes

Girly giggle from heart

Goose bumps all over

When you touch,

I like it much

I laugh at myself

For this roller coaster ride of emotions

Feeling bubbly at heart

I want to write a song

To tell you what I am going through

So we sing our song

And laugh at ourselves

For being silliest souls on Earth!!

Telugu Poem one more

2009-04-10T14:00:00.000-07:00

ఒక తెల్లటి మల్లెపువ్వు నేనై
నీ చేతి స్పర్షతో నా మేను పులకరిచెను
నా సుగోధపు పరిమళ౦ నీ శ్వాసకు వి౦దు చేయగా
నా ఆత్మ నీ శ్వాసలో లీనమై
నీ గు౦డెలో నా శ్వాసను వదిలితిని గత జన్మలో.....

ఈ జన్మలో కూడా
నీ శ్వాసలో శ్వాసనై
సదా నీ గు౦డెలో నిలవనా
నా ప్రియతమా!!!

Some Thing I felt like penning

2009-04-06T13:43:00.001-07:00

Love you Tickle me
and then Prickle
You make me laugh from stomach
and cry from heart
As long as I have you with me
I can take it all
All it matters is at the end of the day
I need you to fall back on
As you are the only one I can confide
the only one who gives me cusion
Take me all into you
Let me cuddle in you
For the rest of my life..

Ecstasy!!!

2009-02-28T21:19:00.000-08:00

Suddenly feeling lost,
I wonder where we are
And I know that’s its no where...
I have been earlier

Standing in the world of vacuum
Feeling difficult to breathe
And sinking in through the black hole
Leaving my breath forever...
having a last glimpse of you
and closing my eyes....
to release my heart forever to u
that’s where we were...

Blur light Poured In
To open my wet eyes
only to feel the ecstasy
we had been through
makes me say "Damn I Love U"

Mr.Late

2009-02-24T16:04:00.000-08:00

Spring colors are already out there..
A field of yellow flowers in rear mirror
Filled all the joy in my heart
and dragged me back to you in a heart beat...

All the time we met..
Your eyes sparkled and twinkled
You smiled bright
Always for me, feels elated

In the beauty of your love
I Flickered...Fluttered
Your warmth tied me down to you..
But still I was amateur

I took you for granted
Never did I made an effort
When the time was right
I dint do it right
Now I miss you all day n night

But I have your memories all locked in
They are the esscence of my living
Pink blush on your cheeks
like these srping flowersY
ou always had for me, made my day
Waiting to tell you all this one day
Before its too late
and before I am called Mr.Late

Never Melted

2009-02-18T13:53:00.000-08:00

Now that you dont talk to me any more
I feel it lonely more and more

I try to reach your heart all the time,
The door remains closed
I talk to your freinds Just to know that you are fine
Still the door remains closed

Every moment I hear about you
My Heart remembers them forever
But the pain while remembering them is unbearable
As they are etched on me forever...

Never can forget you in my life
though you dont remember my love..
Your thoughts keep hauting me...
I am trying to find an escape..

Every time I think of you
My heart gets a new wound
Before even it is healed
You give me another wound..
What do I do to heal them all..
You dont love me any more..

Life was running busy
While my clock was ticking so lazily
Hardly any moment passedby
But you never droppedby

I am slowly getting out of it all...
While you still settle down in my heart
A dark night reminds me it all...
While I cry to whole night..

This cycle of emotions
Never stopped..
While I remain frozen
Never melted..

Tears are dissolving my pain

2008-10-13T16:28:00.000-07:00

Thoughts are dancing arround you to the tune of love
though you dont sing it any more to me
Dancing in the endless darkness
A tear rolled out of my eyes dropped on my guitar
trying to replay the tunes you use to play
Slowly guitar is dissovled in to the tear and then in to nothing
Tear roled further and fell on my heart
saw my heart for the first time, shattered into pieces
saw it getting dissoved into my tear
Gone my heart into nothing
Since then never could hear any love tune played by anyone
so never felt the same pain
Playing guitar now to my own tunes...I am the charmer now!!!

Naa Bhavalu Nee Kosam

2008-10-12T22:17:00.000-07:00

nee mataloni mrudhutvam nannu mudhudni chesindi
naa gundelaya ku kotha raagalani nerpindi
naa manasu epuudu theliyani kotha lokalanu viharistundhi
naa prema alalu nee hurdayam cherenduku chese alajadi...nee madiki inipinchena...eppatikaina...

Ocean Throb...

2008-08-24T15:21:00.000-07:00

Standing the sands of endless beach.....
Figures moving infront of me are fading
mixing into beautiful shades
Making a white and black shadow
Dissolving into images of eternity
Heard a big throb
A never heard sound
Banging in my ears
Was Pulse of ocean
Made by a big Wave falling into ocean
Rose high to console me
Words never told were understood
Few drops of the wave flutter
Fell on my face to clear my tears
Warmest console I ever got in my life time......

Telugu...

2008-08-16T12:00:00.000-07:00

Nee kanneru champapai jari pedhavi cheranga,
nenu nee kanneeru kana
Nee kurulu galilo ooyalugi nee yedha takanga,
nenu nee kurula anchu kana
Nee veli anchu sparsha kai nenu nee bottu kana
Nee ora chupu bhagyani kai nenu nee lokam avana!!!

?????Love!!!!!!

2008-08-16T11:58:00.001-07:00

In my life, Love just peeks in,
Its very painful when it leaves me,
But I keep searching for all windows,
To drown myself where love flows,
But No luck so far,
Travelled in life miles far,

One day I found my Love,
n Tried to burry me in,
By the time I woke up I was left alone,
On the sands of waterless beach,

I always travel right behind my love,
Never could I touch it,
Feel it n disperse myself in it
Still I am running behind my love
Love is all I seek in my life!!!

Waiting...

2008-08-12T17:09:00.000-07:00

I hear Elephant Stampede
I feel my hands go numb
Standing in the winter sun, I was perspiring
For a while I saw myself smiling
Next moment I am talking
But no body was by my side
Whom am I talking to?
Just realized that it was my inner consince
Both clock hands are showing that its 2
Now counting every second
Standing on peak of emotions
I saw him comming out of revolving door
Ran to hug him in next second

How sweet it is to wait for someone you love.....Especially if it is first time you are away from each other........

Angry....

2008-08-12T17:07:00.000-07:00

Standing on the peak of Emotions
I could hear you talk all rubbish
I hear them in language like gibberish
I recollected all your invidious words

Increased was my exhasperation
Was on a verge of vociferation
Struck by my reflection
asking me "On whom is your irritation"

There was prolonged inner conversation
Comming to a conclusion
Leading to the path of realization
Got answers to all my questions.

Just felt my flodded eyes n tears
Trying to hear a sound with all my ears
Couldn't move by numb limbs
And realized how bad is lonliness

A Warm hand touched my shoulder,
I cuddled in his arms in somber corner,
After a while both ended up in a Applogy
Promising that we will never be so fury.

Telugu.....Aame Jnapakalu

2008-08-12T17:06:00.000-07:00

rooju aame raakakai educhupulu,
Okka sari nanu chudava ani na manasu arthanadalu,
Oka ora chuputho, kalisenu maa chupulu
Adi emi mayo emo, naa odalantha regenu aavirulu
Idantha jaragali ani neenu kane kalalu
Ippatiki naa kalla mundhu medhile madhura jnapakalu!!!!

A Dream...

2008-08-12T17:04:00.000-07:00

On a Beautifull stary night
Feeling the breeze closed my eyes
A cool breeze hit my feet
I wondered what it is and opened my eyes

A cloud came to my door step,
It made a way for me with full of steps
After taking a few steps, I couldnt see those cloud steps.

Walking in mist, I was confused
Is it a dream, I wondered
Looking at the beauty of colourless mist, I was amazed
Suddently my feet hit something and I was shocked

Feeling so sleepy opened my eyes
And realized that I hit my bed post
I looked so Funny and silly
These dreams, I fantazise
To forget my past.

A Thought

2008-08-12T17:03:00.000-07:00

A thought of you gave me a thought
Trying to pen down my thoughts
With all my heart were flowing your thoughts
On paper as pen thoughts
So beautiful were those thoughts
sorting all thoughts
wanted to compose those thoughts
into a lyric n song, a thought
Re-defined were my lyric - thoughts
composed were all my thoughts
into a beautiful song, i thought
trying to sing all thoughts
but choked was my heart, with all your thoughts!!!!

how can I even think without you!!! I miss u.

Past....Memory

2008-08-12T17:01:00.002-07:00

Walked back to the past
to the places I have been
Nothing is visible
Still everything can be seen
Through the eyes of my memories
Forgetting what reality is....
Everything was seen in nothing from my Past.

Prema...Telugu

2008-08-12T17:01:00.001-07:00

Alalu Kadalini Thakina Kshanam
Pudami Pulakinchenu Kshana Kshanam
Nee Prema naku telipina kshanam
Yeda pulakinthalatho thadisi orisi neekai urakalu vesenu anukshnam

My Feelings for U...

2008-06-14T22:53:00.003-07:00

Shine of first star in dusk uncomparable
New moon of no moon day adorable
Blossoms of nature in spring remarkable
Glitters of river in sun irreplaceable
My feelings for My love inexplicable

I need U..

2008-06-14T22:53:00.001-07:00

I need a warm cinder in somber
I need a firm hand to hold in good n bad
I need a fall back cushion in exhaustion
I need a selfless love in endurance

No way out....

2008-06-14T22:52:00.001-07:00

I'm standing in a corner of pitch dark
……hoping to see a small light spark
I'm standing on four road intersection
…….trying to analyze the way ahead in confusion
I'm standing on a huge glacier
………searching for a small shelter
I'm standing on a sand dune
………tracing my way out of gloom

Who will be there for me????

2008-06-14T22:51:00.002-07:00

When I feel melancholy,
……….who will make me happy
When I feel precarious,
……….who will warn me being over cautious
When I feel tensed,
……….who will hold my hand
When I get an applause
……….who will show me way ahead
When I reach my goal,
……….who will be the happiest fool

Hard to be without you

2008-06-14T22:51:00.001-07:00

Let the sun shine,
……….to bring me out of vain
Let me feel the sun
………. to see the world of fun
Let it rain
………. to wash away my pain
Let me roar
………. to relieve my soul
Let the winter in
………. to witness my life's grim
Let me feel chill
………. to realize worlds sequence grill

One thought of you makes me excited....

2008-06-14T22:49:00.000-07:00

A thought of you
…… makes my eyes sparkle
A glance of you
…… makes my heart twinkle
A word with you
…… makes my thoughts fickle
A hug of you
…… makes my soul spangle

Remember My Luv

2008-06-14T22:46:00.000-07:00

Remember the days of joy we had
Remember the time we fought with each other
Remember a moment of separtion from me
Remember all the golden moments of our life

I wish you realize that you are the only one I think about
I wish you know that you are the only one I pray for
I wish you see love for you in my eyes
I wish you feel the pain I am holding in my heart

After many years, I saw my love standing infront of me
I have no words expect for my heart beating for him
I was looking only into his eyes forgetting everyone arround me
I wish he realize, that he is only one to say "My Love"

I still have my memories infront of me very fresh
Do you still have them or you flushed
But you act like nothing had happned at all
Where I hang to my past like there is no gap at all

I wonder does he feel my love
I wonder if he felt the same all the time
I wonder if he wants to see me
I wonder does he want to talk to me

All my excitements were ended on a splendid evening
Stars were looking down at me smiling
I felt his presence and I started blushing
He gave me one beautiful rose blooming
And told me that I am his darling.

Beautiful Stranger...

2008-06-14T22:42:00.000-07:00

If a beautiful stranger asks for your hand to dance
What would you do? what would you do?
Thinking the same gave him my hand
Following him to the dance floor
With my feet moving unknowingly

Stuck in his eyes were mine
Dint wanted to see anything
Moved accross the floor holding him
Didn't wanted to feel anything

A smile on his face made me ease
Return smile of mine was a blush
Heard his name as a hush
Couldnt tell my name coz my breath was cease'd

Moved acroos the floor with swift
As if we prepared for these twists
My heart danced according to his
Floating in cloud nine, entire world was a mist.

Music was stopped suddenly
He looked away abruptly
Realized that we danced one tune completly
Let go his hand unhappily

My eyes never left him,
Looking arround always for him
Tried reaching him in the gathering
But he vanished like a fairy prince

Whole night what I did was startgaze
Thinking only about my fairy Prince
With him all the time in my dream
Spent my whole life with this beautiful memory

U R My Luv

2008-06-14T11:09:00.000-07:00

Standing on edge of a cliff
I see a small river flowing down
The cold breeze is touching me and making me stiff
With a touch of a pair of eyes on my back, I almost frown

Expecting the one I love, turned back
And found myself in his arms feeling his warmth
Feeling his love and hoping he would never show his back
I completely forgot every ones loath

Sat whole night gazing at stars
Thinking what is action of our stars
Hoping that they will full fill our dream
Floating in the cloud cream

My hands were crossed in his
Enjoying the melodies of breeze
Mellowed in our love essence
Spent whole night without making a hiss

Always wanted to be with my love when I see full moon
First time I realised that sky is very beautiful even with out moon
All stars get to show off their twilight
And the competition between them is very tight

I wanted to say so many things to my love
They were all stuck in my heart
I couldnt really start
And I ended up in saying "U R My Luv"

Love is Life

2008-06-14T11:08:00.000-07:00

Always lost in your thoughts
Thoughts are haunting me all the time
Time never let me meet you
You dont know my love
Love is all I look for in my Life!!!

Miss U....

2008-06-14T11:04:00.000-07:00

a strange thought just drove me crazy
a small brid flying dozzy
a stream of water running slowly
a cute voice singing lowly
where I was standing and looking soo gloomy
couldnt make my life better than this O! Love
though I change my life, location and dreams.........all end up missing U.